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Sunday, January 31, 2010

A dawning of a new era

MISFITS FOR A CAUSE

That is the name that will soon make you all go Punkrock!!!
It's the name of my new f*king band. We really had alot of fun today. We jamm like bunch of crazy punkrock fanatics! haha!! Not much to type. Let the picture do the typing..





Sunday, January 17, 2010

My love life story(Limted Edition)

Hey guys! I'm gonna share with about my love life story. I'll update about this topic only after every four 4 years.But i can't tell you guys the name of any girls..sorry.

I got my first girlfriend when i was at the age of 13. I first get to know her at school. I noticed that everytime we came across each other, i always stared at her, so does she. So when September came, i called her right after 3 days when my uncle passed away.And i get to know more about her since then. As time goes by, i had a relationship with her. But sadly its not that long. we broke up after 6 months. I broke up with her because she was not ready for this. I respected her decision.

At the age of 14, i got my second girlfriend. The story is almost the same as the first one.Hmm... I rather not talk about her to much. we broke up after a few days. she told me that she wanted to broke up with me, because she still loves her ex boyfriend( I know it's a lie). That was the day, for the first time, my heart was broken. I did not eat the whole day. I know she was just dumping me for no reason. I also know that she did not love me as much as i do to her.

So then again, i was single.

I got a third girlfriend when i was at the age of 16. It's just a simple story of me and her. I wanted to be friends with her. As time goes by, we became lovers. I really love her very much. But came one day, when i was really busy with my band. I told her, maybe i can't contact her that much but only in school. because i was preparing for my first gig. I remember that i told her in advance before this day. So, one fine day, when i just stepped in the school, she just told me she wanted to break up with me. She said that i didn't spend time with her. So, i told her, at least after my busy day, i tried calling her at night. Just to check up on her and say "i love you" to her. Eventhough I'm really exhausted. But she just wanted to go on with her words.

After a few months, i got the fourth girlfriend. I get to know her through my friend. The intro was the same as the third girl story. But it's not that long until she cheated on me.
I rather not talk about what happen. sorry.
So she wanted to break up with me because of some STUPID reasons.
At that time, i cant say any word. In my mind, its already saying, "just leave her alone. She love the other guy more than me. Just let her be. No use for me to hold this anymore." I looked at her. she was crying. I simply said " OK" and gave her a sad smile. She went off.

After a few months later around June. I got my fifth girlfriend. I got to know her through my cousin. she was everything to me. But it's not that long. It ended only for a month. She wanted to broke up with me. Because of a STUPID, IDIOT and CRAB reasons!!! I also don't wanna talk about her.

Thinking back what i had been through, i almost gave up on love. But not on to one girl that i have not mentioned. I really like her since i was at the age of 13. I have known her for four years. we became good friends. I tried winning her heart with everything. But i failed. She was really different from all my ex. I kept my eye on her since i was 13.I know i cant have a relationship with her. Because she is really different. Untill one day, at the age of 16, i told her everything that i kept inside my heart. I even asked her to be my girl. But she rejected me. She told me she only wanted to be friends with me. I respected her decision.

That is all you need to know. For more? ask me personally.
bye!

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Ready...set...go!!!

Alright guys, the first thing you need to do is just ignore the tittle..hehe..
Can't wait for later, im going for an adventure at the hill, at the back of my aunt's house...YEAH!!! Eventhough the last time i went there, and i saw "cikpon". haha!! creepy right?? well, some times you need to be strong to overcome your fears.
Well, i just got some more photos at school.. this was taken at the graduation day. ok! nothing more to write, so.... CHIAO!!!







Thursday, December 10, 2009

A new Chapter

Today, nothing special happened. just a normal day for me. I planned to post yesterday. but im to tired. well, today im gonna wait for someone to call me later, maybe at 7 or 10+. im gonna fetch her from work. Btw, she is just my old friend. I dont know when can i be a profesional skater.. hmm... i know it would be a long term.
what can i do? the answer is......JUST WAIT. haha! nothing more to type. chao!

Take Care Sua!!

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Easy Tiger...easy...

I gave up! I will stop this game. I finnaly relise, this is all just a waste of time..hahaha!! My results are coming! next week i think? Im just nervous.
I kinda miss school latetly, eventhough i hate to go to school, but i just miss it.
my buddies , my friends , the science lesson , PE lessons and my favourite part....Lepakz2 kat class! haha!! Well, what can i do? NOTHING! :P

Cant wait for ITE, i bet there are more CHICKS there. Hope those CHICKS are way better than her.hehe..I think im gonna go for a security technology course. Its quite interesting. Lets just see what happesn right?
Didn't sleep yesterday until today. maybe later i'll just crash. Watch a movie "The Escapist" and "Pandorium" with my sis..
Today i wanna go skate! miss the skatepark! haha!!



FORMAL




POSING2!



TAKE CARE SUA!!!

Friday, December 4, 2009

!@#$%^&*()_+

Haha.. it has been a rough day, went lepak with my brothers. Idrus and Zul ask me to go skating.. was not in the mood so i just sat and watch them skate. The things that is going through my mind right now,is actually about someone who i miss alot. I heard rumours about her feeling worried because of some dude did not contact her for quite some time. At the same time i was wonderring, who is she referring to? Hmm...
*sigh i do not know whether should i still go and try again or just sit and get upset because of my own stupid mistake.

I really do not know what to do right now. So i guess that i should do what is right for me. Maybe one day, Who knows? i might have a great chance of winning her. But for now, all i can do is just put in some DAMN hardwork. ape lagi nk ckp eh???

Right now im typing/blogging this info with my one and only, non other than the mystifying Max and my new best friend in the morning....... LAPTOP!!! HAHAHA!!!
Ouh yeah! forgot to tell you guys that i've created a new skate crew myself! Its called LAKAI... HAHAHA just joking... Its called Wanted Skate Crew(W.S.C.) the crews are
1.DIDI SIFFIQ
2.ZUL ARIETH
3.SYAMIL BANDOO
4.IDRUS
5.MAX MOTION
6.MIZY
7.ADI
And actually there are afew others, but i kicked them out because of you know... PAI TAO!
Alright that's enough for today, im tired of typing...
im off to holywood.. better known to you guys... DREAMS!! HAHAHA!!!

Burung tiong makan betik
Aku tdo pon cantik!


TAKE CARE SUA!!!!

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

WOW!!!

Hey guys, it's all over now. I've spit out the truth to all my band members. Now they all know the secret I've keeping from them.i had to do it, no matter what. Coz i treat them as my real brothers.

So now, things are not that stable for me right now. I got no time for girls right now. I only accept that one and only one person to be my BEST FRIEND,GIRLFRIEND and WIFE.

To that person,

I really did not expect u to reply my msg, at that moment, i thought that we were not gonna be friends anymore. But since u replied, our friendship still goes on. Btw, I'm sorry if i make any misjudgement. One more thing, I think it is time for u not to be shy infront of me. It means that, if u got any problems or anything, just let me know. Not by just saying "nuting, nuting". OK?

AAAhhHHHHH.....
I'm quite sleepy right now, so, bye bye!!